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This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

I am Not COMMUNIST 11/28/2012

I saw The Princess and the Frog in Saturday. I cried, like I usually do, but it was at the scene in Mama Odie's house where she shows Tiana her father in the gumbo. I just had a moment where I thought 'What would I do without my dad...?' I cried, missed 10 minutes of the movie and then fell asleep and let my laptop battery die. That was my Saturday.

I was in History today and everyone was chatting about government and popular beliefs (can you see where I'm going with this?). They were talking about Canada and how well their government was doing and how America should be more like Canada. This one kid asked why we can't have free Healthcare. I, stupidly, got involved with the comment QUOTE "Because Democracy prevents that at the moment. I just think Democracy isn't a save all." Then, all HELL broke loose. I started getting angry private chats accusing me of being a communist and got rejecting messages back in the MAIN chat. I was so confused I almost didn't reply. Me being me, I did. I said, copied and pasted for uniform replies "No, I'm not a communist but democracy isn't working." Then it only got worse. So upset and confused about the happening, I just left the chat room. Not worth being harassed for my beliefs. I mean, it has been in a constant downward spiral for a while now (the government). I do NOT believe the country is going to change. I don't We're too brainwashed.

On another note, I'm going downstate with my Dad and brother for a mini-trip! SO EXCITED! No mom, no in class work, no problems. I mean, the only thing I may miss is one of my art classes (which reminds me...I have to tell my friend she'll need to find a ride...we carpool). Anyways, I need a break. Seriously. I NEED A BREAK. I've been here in the same 20 miles for weeks now and I'm sick of it. I am so done with being in one place. I get antsy when I have to stay put for extended periods of time. I'll probably end up sitting in the hotel all that time (until Friday) but it will be so worthit. Pool and computer. That is ALL I NEED! I better get my work done today so I won't have too much to worry about. Take care, Internet. More quite soon.


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