Brother has been a total jerk today. I don't know why but he's been really short fused and bitey. And his words hurt...My mom is taking us to a religious thing tomorrow and Sunday and then another next Saturday. I mean I'm not against it it's just been I've been away for so long I don't know what to expect. I hope that someday I can be accepted into the group again. I feel so left out and it's my fault really. Well, I have to go sleep (THAT MEANS PLAY MY NEW DS GAME TIL 1 IN THE MORNING [it's Glory of Heracles]).
This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
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This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.
Thursday, August 2, 2012
DAH SHORTNESS 8/2/2012
Brother has been a total jerk today. I don't know why but he's been really short fused and bitey. And his words hurt...My mom is taking us to a religious thing tomorrow and Sunday and then another next Saturday. I mean I'm not against it it's just been I've been away for so long I don't know what to expect. I hope that someday I can be accepted into the group again. I feel so left out and it's my fault really. Well, I have to go sleep (THAT MEANS PLAY MY NEW DS GAME TIL 1 IN THE MORNING [it's Glory of Heracles]).
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