About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Monday, August 20, 2012

My OWN SPACE 8/20/2012

AM I NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE MY OWN FLIPPIN' SPACE?! My room is NOT a complete disaster but my OCD mom says it always is. It's fine. I like my space. It is my world. It is where I can feel slightly safe in a disgusting world. When things go bad, I go to my room for safety and reassurance. But when it's not my room? I can't feel safe anywhere. Stop controlling my room. STOP CONTROLLING MY SPACE. This is my DEN and my SAFE PLACE. You can't consume everything in the house in your tornado of goodness and cleanliness. It's just not me. IT'S NOT ME.

Nevertheless I cleaned it anyways to keep her mostly quiet. But then, I finish and she looks in and says..."Now you can sweep it." WHAT?! I guess the perfect world version of her would give me a compliment or tell me good job you're done for the day. Remember, I said perfect world. It wasn't even that bad to begin with...


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