About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Monday, October 1, 2012

Darn you Creativity! 10/1/2012

Despite my need to get drawings and animations done, my mind has deserted me, leaving my imagination blank like a desert. If only I could have a full 24 hour day of coffee and silence to get a crap-load done on my movie. My-oh-my, how I hate this thing we call 'growing up'. I'm just trying to get by. School has allowed me much spare time after classes but without my tablet and proper drawign software at school there's very little I can do besides move things around and color-code thr script. Its annoying that I can't seem to keep focused on one thing for a long amount of time and I get so discouraged so easily. I'm going to go and doodle in my tiny sketch book in hopes of awakening some spark of brain and creating something on paper. Wish me luck!

On another note, I still hope we get rain. I've been waiting for such a long time I think I deserve a good storm before Winter hits with its snow and flurries. This Winter, I'm going to sit out on the porch with some tea and a good book and just let life flow for a bit. Sounds good, right? I hope it works out the way I plan. Maybe I'll sneak in a photo of my snowy porch once it rolls around. Well, I know its still early but I'm posting. Have a good night everyone. I hope you're doing well.

I did this when I was about 6. I've always been a doodle bug. PLUS...
HAPPY 50TH POST!

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