This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
Thursday, December 6, 2012
The Viewing 12/6/2012
To update you on the most recent events, I went to the viewing of my deceased principal last night. That's why I didn't post about it last night; because it was an hour drive from out house. I was so emotionally exhausted when we got home, I went to bed no questions asked. He looked...so different. Like they had a stranger in the coffin with makeup and costume to try and look like him. It was like someone was playing a sick joke and that he would sho up on Tuesday explaining some big emotional experiment and everything could go back to normal. But...nothing can go back to normal. I hate that fact. I'm the kind of person who enjoys some change but when it comes to this kind of thing it would be better if nothing changed at all. Tonight is the service. We can't go because my mom doesn't want to spend too much time in a church. I find that excuse thin and retarded. Nobody would listen to my anyways. Bye. I'm gonna go to sleep.
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