There's a reason for my extended leave of writing. Two days ago, probably after by previous post, I got an awful text from my friend back in my home town. While I had been out...the principal of my school who had guided me and helped me and the other students so much had passed away suddenly of a heart attack. He had been a mentor and a light in the darkness for me and my brother. He was the one who showed us the school we go to now and got us enrolled. He gave us encouragement and happiness. To think that he was there...and then not...I don't think the weight of it has even hit me yet. It kills me to think that I won't have him in the school anymore. He was such a brilliant mind...I pray for his daughters, his wife and his remaining family. I am broken now and it had taken me so long to get my world into a single piece.
This, along with a few other enormous secrets, cut deep into my heart and has made anything happy impossible. To think that our vacation could be cut so short. I want everything to be alright...but i know that it will never be alright. Its a devastating thought. For my principal, I shall carry on giving strength to those who need it. Please, let his family be alright. Let me not be too lost. Let me have one...last...chance...
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