The Flu Hits Home 1/31/2013

Hey everyone! Just so you all know, if I don't post for a few more days (which you should be used to by now) its because I have been stricken by the flu. Its evidently more of an issue than people may think! Its effecting all 50 states badly and I have become one of the statistics. I know I should be in bed but whatever. I wanted to tell everyone so you don't worry (me thinking you would makes me feel better...). I really should be getting rest, though. Night all!

Anxiety for the WIN 1/29/2013

Considering my extended absence from writing to all you adorable and mostly lovable folks, you all deserve an explanation. You've heard it once and by golly you're gonna ehar it again.School. Yes, school. Between exams, anxiety attacks and trying to balance a new comic being tossed onto my shoulders by my imagination I have been too busy for my own good. I spent this past weekend goofing off (BAD MOVE) and now I'm having chest pains and migraines due to stress over school. Everything, tests and all is due by midnight. I've finished 80% of everything and have already shot out an apology and a pleading on my knees for more time on the last tiny project. Seriously, I'm going to go in tomorrow and even if I'm covered in acid-filled fire-ants and my hair is covered in angry blue demon fire I WILL TURN THIS DAMN THING IN. Time to get no sleep tonight and force my way through a 12 part project on little more energy than a germ-sized solar-panel collects in a day. Just remember, I'M NOT HAVING FUN. Wish me luck, lovable bros. And remember, procrastination is evil. It WILL eventually kill you.

Snow and Relationships 1/11/2013

I woke up this morning to the sight of evil-looking black clouds and a dense fog hanging around everywhere. Evidently, its cold enough to give me hill-size goosebumps but warm enough to have rain instead of snow. I mean, I have absolutely no problem with rain at all its just...I wish there had been more snow this year. Like last year, I was frightfully disappointed at the lack of snowfall. It hurts to not have more fluff. Anyways, back on topic, the rain stopped about noon and the sun started shining and my first thought was "At least now it'll be warm." Nature thought otherwise. IT was cold, if not colder, than it was this morning. And now they say it'll be 60 tomorrow (for those peeps in other countries, they say it'll be about 15 tomorrow). Wish me luck in mourning Winter, my beloved.

Great tie into this next rant (haha). I can't say I'm "lonely" per-say I'm single. Today at school, since we're an odd school, we had a sheet go around with two seemingly simple questions on it. "Would you like there to be a spring dance?" to which I responded 'Maybe, I don't see why not.' THEN they asked "Would you bring a date." I pu on my forever alone face and wrote 'Probably not'. I just sat there with the paper in my hands thinking to myself 'Damn...I'm 17 and have never had anything CLOSE to a boyfriend...heck to this day I have 3 guy friends and one of the is taken and one of them is gay...' The teacher then had to pry the papers away from me before my tears got on it (JUST KIDDING). I didn't cry but man...its a sad feeling. I know I'm totally not skinny but...I could totally be an awesome girlfriend. I do have a crush but I don't even know if the guy feels the same way. I need a hobby besides drawing all by myself. And maybe less protective parent but that's a tale for another time. Night guys! I'm going home to finish my Friday in style IMEAN finish my homework (Not really...).

Replacement 1/10/2013

As you may have heard here my first principal at this new and amazing school had passed away. The replacement is nothing like the previous one. Though he is temporary, he is a cold man. He came into the school on my first day back and the day after he had passed away with guns ablaze ready to suspend people who turned in assignments late or missed a class by accident (which in the school i'm in, is quite possible). This, in effect, sent me into a frenzy of tears and automatically soured me on this evil man. I know he was a verteran of the Vietnam War but SERIOUSLY. Do you REALLY think you're helping a school with dozens of grieving students by grazing everyone's butt with bullets of threats of suspension?! I hate this guy. He's treating this like a bootcamp and not a school. He needs to go away and never, eve come back. Ya' know, I cannot wait til they get a permanent replacement.

I don't care if you're a veteran of any war (don't get me wrong I love the guys who protect the country but this is a special case); if you're an ass, I refuse to respect you. The Vietnam War shouldn't have even happened in the first place. I guess that makes me a hippie and/or communist right? Though I would like hippie's values on peace and stuff the drugs and sex is...gross. And COMMUNIST?! REALLY?! I have been called that before though...ANYWAYS! I know I'm posting earlier and earlier but with school the way it is I just want to get it over with in the morning. Love ya'll!

Its Been Forever! 1/8/2013

It felt so weird to type 2013 just now. Either way, Happy New Year everyone! So much has happened in these past few months that I haven't been updating for odd and probably easily-dismisable reasons. Just bear with me as I unload the past few weeks on you. Don't worry, there's only one bad thing! For one thing I got asked out for the FIRST TIME in my entire life. Sadly, he got a girlfriend three days later and cancelled our plans to go see a movie and I was kinda dissapointed. I mean, I didn't know him that well but thats what dates are for right? It was an anime movie so we would have been totally in our element there. I didn't take it too personally, I mean he's a good enough kid and I'm happy for him. Thats one piece of news.

Well shoot, I should have handled this right off the bat. December 21st I turned 17! That's totally exciting, no? I'm actually quite upset about growing up. I want to stay a kid forever and ever so I won't melt into society someday. I don't want to become part of the grey drone of society. I don't want to stand out but...I don't want to blend in either. I want to be the best person I can be without being judged as a robot of the world. Wish me luck. My mother is also trying to force a summer job on me. I'm going to try and get a job at this icecream place by my  house which is no more than a 10 minute walk from my front door. I'll see what I can do because I am NOT DRIVING or getting a car. I don't think I'll ever drive...

No matter what, I'm alive everyone! Take care!

Yes, I watched the timer hit zero. Know why? I'm a nerd and I love it.