About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Its Been Forever! 1/8/2013

It felt so weird to type 2013 just now. Either way, Happy New Year everyone! So much has happened in these past few months that I haven't been updating for odd and probably easily-dismisable reasons. Just bear with me as I unload the past few weeks on you. Don't worry, there's only one bad thing! For one thing I got asked out for the FIRST TIME in my entire life. Sadly, he got a girlfriend three days later and cancelled our plans to go see a movie and I was kinda dissapointed. I mean, I didn't know him that well but thats what dates are for right? It was an anime movie so we would have been totally in our element there. I didn't take it too personally, I mean he's a good enough kid and I'm happy for him. Thats one piece of news.

Well shoot, I should have handled this right off the bat. December 21st I turned 17! That's totally exciting, no? I'm actually quite upset about growing up. I want to stay a kid forever and ever so I won't melt into society someday. I don't want to become part of the grey drone of society. I don't want to stand out but...I don't want to blend in either. I want to be the best person I can be without being judged as a robot of the world. Wish me luck. My mother is also trying to force a summer job on me. I'm going to try and get a job at this icecream place by my  house which is no more than a 10 minute walk from my front door. I'll see what I can do because I am NOT DRIVING or getting a car. I don't think I'll ever drive...

No matter what, I'm alive everyone! Take care!

Yes, I watched the timer hit zero. Know why? I'm a nerd and I love it.
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