Snow and Relationships 1/11/2013

I woke up this morning to the sight of evil-looking black clouds and a dense fog hanging around everywhere. Evidently, its cold enough to give me hill-size goosebumps but warm enough to have rain instead of snow. I mean, I have absolutely no problem with rain at all its just...I wish there had been more snow this year. Like last year, I was frightfully disappointed at the lack of snowfall. It hurts to not have more fluff. Anyways, back on topic, the rain stopped about noon and the sun started shining and my first thought was "At least now it'll be warm." Nature thought otherwise. IT was cold, if not colder, than it was this morning. And now they say it'll be 60 tomorrow (for those peeps in other countries, they say it'll be about 15 tomorrow). Wish me luck in mourning Winter, my beloved.

Great tie into this next rant (haha). I can't say I'm "lonely" per-say I'm single. Today at school, since we're an odd school, we had a sheet go around with two seemingly simple questions on it. "Would you like there to be a spring dance?" to which I responded 'Maybe, I don't see why not.' THEN they asked "Would you bring a date." I pu on my forever alone face and wrote 'Probably not'. I just sat there with the paper in my hands thinking to myself 'Damn...I'm 17 and have never had anything CLOSE to a boyfriend...heck to this day I have 3 guy friends and one of the is taken and one of them is gay...' The teacher then had to pry the papers away from me before my tears got on it (JUST KIDDING). I didn't cry but man...its a sad feeling. I know I'm totally not skinny but...I could totally be an awesome girlfriend. I do have a crush but I don't even know if the guy feels the same way. I need a hobby besides drawing all by myself. And maybe less protective parent but that's a tale for another time. Night guys! I'm going home to finish my Friday in style IMEAN finish my homework (Not really...).