Brain...why you no DRAW 10/12/2012

I think I can relate to every artist when they say that they hate it when they have a vision in their head and it doesn't quite work out the way they pictured it. Like right now. I have this drawing in front of me...I had an awesome vision for it...and it's not working out the way i thought it would. Maybe I could cheap out and do three like frames and make it a gif...I SHALL! The character is sitting in front of a candle and I'm working on light and shadows. Its a tough concept and I'm working very hard to get it done and posted. I promise it will be amazing even though you'll never see it. Sorry people, anonymous here! Still, I feel kinda bad none of you know who I am. I've always wondered what it would be like to not be known  by anyone and still be known as someone on the Internet. Now is the time! I am going to go to bed.

 My brother pitched a fit, got his phone taken away and was a real jerk tonight. He deserves every punishment he gets. The only problem is the phone is currently sitting on the sink of the only bathroom of the house. If he find it, I have no doubt he will take it and delete all his  messages and history  At that point my father will call the phone company, get the messages and he'll be in even BIGGER trouble. I wish he was more honest. Well, tomorrow oughta be fun. MY parents are going out to dinner for their anniversary on Sunday so that's a cute little sidenote. Now, for an awesome gif I found floating about on the internet today.

I Think I Just Derped a Little 10/11/2012

I was talking to a new friend from one of my online lessons and they asked me if I have a DeviantArt to which i replied happily yes and gave them my username. Then...they said something that made my inner artist celebrate and almost explode out of my chest. The said...QUOTE..."I think I've heard of you before. Yeah, I have!" I...DERPED...ALL OVER DUH PLACE...I was so happy I was finally getting the recognition I feel I somewhat deserve. I cannot say how happy that made me feel. That was...amazing. Well, I just had to share this news with everyone.

In other news, I'm doing well in my Web Design classes. I'm making websites for peoplez and stuffs going great. I used a picture of Alduin's wall from Skyrim (sorry Bethesda) and she gave me 100%. I'm doing better than usual right now! Wish me the best of luck in getting my algebra grade up though. I HATE MATH. It's too hard...

NOTHING! No, seriously. 10/7/2012

What do I say other than I didn't do ANYTHING today? I baked a pie, did some sewing and did some side work for my mom. I did nothing else today...To make up for this boring post, I shall give you two pics today! I am officially questioning why I even decided to post today...It'll come to me.

Sharing is CARING 10/5/2012

Look, if you're not using the laptop charger and my laptop is going to die it seems like the most logical route to let me sue it while your battery slowly goes down. Maybe logic just isn't your thing. Maybe you should act more adult and let me just use it for 20 minutes while you chat with your girlfriend online. Oh, wait, she's not your girlfriend? You only text and chat and talk to her more than you interact with your family. You really need to be honest with yourself and grow some balls before you start pitching for the other team. Meh, whatever. I'mm just sit over here...hoping you don't read this over my shoulder.

What's Up with my Family?! 10/4/2012

M whole darn family has been so short fused recently. My dad shouts whenever someone else shouts and they shout whenever something bad happens even when its small and tiny. COME ON. You're all more mature than this. Just because something doesn't go your way doesn't give you any right to flip out at the people around you and it certainly doesn't give them permission to crack back at you. I am actually enjoying the company of my younger brother quite a bit right now while watching the making of Star Wars before bed. I really love the Yoda part about him being a puppet but him having to be intelligent and small. I think it's actually interesting. I admit it, I'm a nerd. Well, I have to go to bed. Wish me luck in getting everyone to calm the heck down. Night!

I'm Becoming a Shipping Otaku 10/2/2012

I can truly say to you today that things have been going better than usual. I actually scavenged enough time to make a legitimate banner for this blog! I must say it looks simply lovely with it's color effects and lettering. I shall now shed a tear in its glory. Maybe I'm taking this a bit too far, yes? The only discouraging thing is that views to my blog have plummeted and that's kind of a sad thing for me considering I thought nobody cared in the first place. Still no comments on anything but I bet with enough time and entries I'll get one...someday. Well, I'm tired and am really not supposed to be on the internet this late so...goodnight internet!

P.S. In addition to everything above...I'm turning into a fangirl for a certain anime guy..."HE'S MINE BACK OFF" I screech to all the others. If you knew me, you'd get it and considering NONE of my friends know about this blog, nobody but me gets it. I'm so terrible, I'm shipping characters with my friends for laughs and kicks and I'm leaving them either pissed or excited. Is there no medium?! Love ya'll. Actual goodnight this time.

^^^ This is me over the anime guy ^^^

Darn you Creativity! 10/1/2012

Despite my need to get drawings and animations done, my mind has deserted me, leaving my imagination blank like a desert. If only I could have a full 24 hour day of coffee and silence to get a crap-load done on my movie. My-oh-my, how I hate this thing we call 'growing up'. I'm just trying to get by. School has allowed me much spare time after classes but without my tablet and proper drawign software at school there's very little I can do besides move things around and color-code thr script. Its annoying that I can't seem to keep focused on one thing for a long amount of time and I get so discouraged so easily. I'm going to go and doodle in my tiny sketch book in hopes of awakening some spark of brain and creating something on paper. Wish me luck!

On another note, I still hope we get rain. I've been waiting for such a long time I think I deserve a good storm before Winter hits with its snow and flurries. This Winter, I'm going to sit out on the porch with some tea and a good book and just let life flow for a bit. Sounds good, right? I hope it works out the way I plan. Maybe I'll sneak in a photo of my snowy porch once it rolls around. Well, I know its still early but I'm posting. Have a good night everyone. I hope you're doing well.

I did this when I was about 6. I've always been a doodle bug. PLUS...

HAPPY 50TH POST!