This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Falling Down 9/25/2012
I seem to be falling into another one of my deep and dark (and random) depression cycles. I know that it will pass but it doesn't stop it from happening. They seem to be a little more predictable now. Whenever something comes up about my weight or activity levels a dark cloud haunts me. I need a good storm to calm down. They SAY we'll have one tomorrow but they said that about today as well. I want thunder and lightning and I want to power to go out. I was the sky to be alive with noise and light. I am so disappointed in these past few months. The heat was really starting to get both on my nerves and into my head. I hate hot weather and would trade sweat for shivers any day. I plan not to wear a coat all winter no matter how cold or snowy it get. To help cheer myself up, I put two picture below today. Have a good night.
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