About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

So Depressed 9/8/2012

I don't even know why I try sometimes with everyone and everything. I'm not some sort of EMOTIONAL DUMPING GROUND. I have my OWN issues to worry about. Sometimes, I don't CARE. I'm not here for the sole purpose of cheering you up every time you say you need a hug. Yeah, I ask for a hug every once and a while but texting me EVERY HOUR of EVERY DAY?! I need a break from the drama. I thought moving would be an escape but it only tripled my problems. Yeah, you have issues with your family but they aren't mine so stop making them mine.

On another depressed note, my mom almost made me drive today. I will avoid it if at all possible. I hate driving. I never want to drive but society thinks your retarded if you can't so whatever. What if I want to walk or take the bus in my life? Why do I need to know how to drive? I don't see what the big deal is. Can't I be grown up and adult without my license? Forget this world. Forget everything. I'm going to bed. Just freakin' leave me alone while I wait for another painful and pointless day.


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