This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
About the Blogger
This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.
Thursday, September 20, 2012
I know, I know 9/20/2012
I've made a huge decision. I will probably never ever drive. Ever. I have such a great fear of it that I am training my body to be accustomed to bike seats and leg work so I can both ride bikes and take busses for the rest of my life. Yet another reason to lose weight. I'm going on this crash diet to get immediate results and am taking fitness and am trying to get my endurance up. I will not spend my life as a drone. I won't fall into that 'drive to work-go home-sleep-repeat' drone cycle that nearly every human has. WHY? Why become just like everyone else when you could change things? Why stay low? Why be normal? Stereotypes can kiss my butt.
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