About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Monday, February 18, 2013

Just Go Away...FOREVER 2/18/2013


The moment when you go onto Facebook and see that one of your classmates in your small class of 30 people of 9th through 12th grade total posts "I hate this school and everyone in it." Well, I'm in it and I've been nothing but awesome to you since I first met you. Sorry I wasn't good enough to NOT be hated by you despite my support. Just go away then. Friends who group people together and judge them in packs deserve nothing from me. Just screw off. That's it, I'm done caring for people like you. Everyone just needs to go away.

As you can see I'm in one of my pits again. Since my tablet is broken I can't draw and vent and I'm sure as hell not going to write because if someone in my family finds it they'll judge. I hate people who judge. GAH! I JUST HATE PEOPLE RIGHT NOW...They cause nothing but pain. I think everyone should just leave me alone. Just go away...

In other news my mother keeps talking about my savings money like I'm going to actually start driving someday. Stop acting like you have my future planned out for me. Stop treating me like I'm your doll you can live through. I have my own soul and my own future and its mine to make. If I wanted to forget everything you've taught me up until now and do whatever I wanted I could. I could get away from here and leave forever and you'd only be upset because I didn't grow up to be a clone of you. Like I said, everyone needs to go away.

Fuck off everyone.


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