About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Nothing Left 3/14/2013

I'm afraid of everything right now. I'm having a freaking anxiety attack because my dad wants me to do this program where I take college classes in High school and I don't qualify. Despite this, he insists I'm just not doing well enough. Thanks for making me feel like a living breathing asshole. Then again, I felt like shit before this happened. Screw this. Screw school and life and family and everything. God, there's literally nothing left. What's the point of even trying if its NEVER FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH?! FORGET YOU. THIS IS MY LIFE AND I DESERVE IT. ITS MINE. MINE. NOT YOURS. AND I CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT TO DO WITH IT. WATCH ME. I'LL SHOW YOU. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME ANYMORE.


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