This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
The Crap Hits the Fan 3/5/2013
I know I haven't been posting anything happy lately but I'm in a bit of a depression pit right now and it helps me feel better to write here. Honestly, it does. Despite having no comments and followers the views are enough for me. In my school, there's a new program being offered. You can take college level courses in high school for college credits. Although I'd like to do it...my GPA is far from the requirements...and my parents don't know that. Literally the crap is hovering over the fan, ready to hit it and kill me in the process. I'm already in piss water for hiding the remaining mousetraps. I'm just...so sick of everything. I don't feel like I'm communicating well with anyone anymore and I feel so alone. I don't know if I can do this anymore.
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