This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Ultimate Confusion 3/18/2013
That's right, depression to confusion and a pinch of nervous. I played the heartless coward and got someone else to contact my dad about me being 100% unable to to the college courses during high school. If you don't remember, they were college level classes in high school my father was dead set on making me do and I didn't qualify. I convinced m school's counselor to call my father and tell him about the college courses. Since the day she said she would, he hasn't mentioned it ONCE. Not a single time even as a comment or private remark. Nothing. Its like the idea just dissipated into thin air. I'm left confused about how the call went and nervous if he'll bring it up again. I know I'm not as brilliant as he is but he insists I am. Maybe he just need to open his eyes and see that. I'm not the genius he plays me out to be. I'm not him. Still...I'm gonna ask the counselor about the call tomorrow.
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