This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
About the Blogger
This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Co-sign...with Jesus? 7/25/2012
Today I got scared. Like, really scared. and I still am. My dad says because of my grades i may not be able to go to the school we all agreed on because I missed the first six weeks of the school year. I had a tumor and major surgery and missed those weeks for recovery. Then I got back and everyone expected me to fall right into place. I was completely lost and my grades really suffered. I hope I can go to this school. If I can't...I don't know what I'll do...I may end up resorting to something bad and big but I hope not. I am slowly losing my reasons to hold on...
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