This is the true me on these pages. I've always loved sunflowers but...never thought of them as anything but flowers. They are tall, beautiful and proud. That's everything I'm desperately trying to be. So maybe, just maybe, I can be like them someday. Even though I know everything will be ok...I can't help but doubt everything sometimes. That is what makes life interesting I guess.
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Why me...? 7/15/2012
I missed yesterday because I was at the amusement park...but that's not why I'm so depressed. Yesterday, while I was out, my mother had to take my dog to the vet and have him put down. Apparently he had a mass growing on his spleen and it was bleeding, causing his chest to fill with blood and make him severely anemic. He would have not lasted another day he we not done that. But...she didn't tell me because I was out. She told me when i got home at 11:30 at night. I was...so upset. I didn't stop crying for quite a few hours and have spent today mourning and moping and not even bothering to change out of my pajamas. And to make things worse, I start drivers ed tomorrow. I'm so terrified and upset...why me? Why couldn't this not even happen?! WHY DID MY DOG HAVE TO DIE?! WHY DID MY LIFE HAVE TO TURN LIKE THIS? why me....tell me...
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