About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

So...You ALL Drink? 7/24/2012

Today in Drivers Ed...I got a look at what the kids are doing OUT of class. The teacher was talking about the negatives about drinking and using drugs and driving. She asked..."Who here has see someone drink?" Everyone kind of nodded. She then asked..."Who has been driven by someone who had been drinking?" Some people kind of nodded. THEN...stuff got real (no seriously). She asked..."Who here has drank before?" Me, being the goody-two-shoes that I am could say I haven't. Everyone else had this chillingly, scary aura around them. THEY...WERE...TERRIFIED. I was scared that someone would get up and start flipping out like 'NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS'. I was scared out of my mind.

Today, I told one of my good friends I am not going to the same high school this next school year. She took it remarkable better than I expected and said as long as we hang out we'll be fine. I thought she would be totally broken but maybe I was underestimating her. She was hurt but not destroyed...right now I'm telling another friend. I'll try to tell everyone separately if possible but I can't get to everyone. Well, wish me luck.

On another note, I'd like to take a second to comment on the Colorado massacre. I feel SO sorry for the families effected by the single insane shooter. That man should, honestly, get a special ring in H***. No-one should have to suffer like this. To the boyfriend who covered his girlfriend and died in the shooting and helped her survive...YOU ARE AN BEAUTIFUL PERSON. To the girlfriend, you chose right. I hope I get a boyfriend as amazing as that someday. To all the child victims, I wish you had more time. Please, families of victims and survivors, stay strong. Stay strong for everyone around you. You effect more people than yourself. You are ALL in my prayers.

This is my Keroro Backpack I got at a con last yeeaaarrrrr

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