About the Blogger

This blog belongs to a 17 year old girl living in the United States. She has many self-diagnosed problems that send her into tailspins quite often. This includes clinical lycanthropy, depression, possible bipolar, mild sociophobia and severe driving anxiety. Despite her friends, she feels alone. She hates things about herself, yes, but this is why she started the blog. She felt as if she could better express herself through the Internet and being anonymous. This is all she wants you to know about herself in general as to stay anonymous to her friends who may run across this blog. Please understand. If you recognize her, please don't say anything. This is her only possible outlet. She has kept your secrets...please just keep this one.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

NOT Looking Forward to Saturday Night 7/19/2012

This Saturday afternoon...I'm telling my friend I moved. Until this point I had been holding back and keeping it from her with the naive hope that my parents would find a way to keep me in my old school system. They are now looking at the (CRAPPY) schools in the district and online school. I think its time I told her...and soon everyone else. I am so angry and scared about what everyone will say and do. It terrifies me. I...am scared of what will happen. I wish there was something I could do. My chest hurts...I'm having an anxiety attack...I'm going to go to bed and pray things change...

This is supposed to be a crumbling heart...
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