I guess I have to do this now. I have to get out my word or I'll do something stupid. I have so many things in my life I would rather go without and some things I feel bad without. Sorry, I'm starting this off in complaints. My name is...unimportant...and I am currently 16 years old. I am slightly overweight and I let that rule my life. It's the center of my universe. I think about in everything I do, even if I don't want too. I have a few disorders, all self-diagnosed and all I am unable to tell my parents about. Clinical Lycanthropy, Bipolar, Depression and ADHD. It's pathetic, really. An artistic soul bound to a mortal earth like a bird in a cage who breaks her wings trying to be free.
Well, I'm writing as an outlet. I feel like I'll explode if I don't tell everything I worry about to someone. I take care of my friends...I just wish I took care of myself a bit more. For now, only one or two things at a time. The blog is semi-regular now and I hope that someday I'll get a follower to watch my write and relate to my conflicts. I hope that someday I'll be more than just a sunflower. I hope to be someone's beautiful sunflower that makes them smile. I hope to wear a lovely ring on my left hand someday. I hope I find love. I hope I live. I hope I find forever in the eyes of true believers. I hope to find the true Truth.
Welcome to My World
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